
I’m from music playing from this old computer,
Humming homework thoughts, computer game battles, nostalgic songs.
I’m from a family that loves me,
This unique feeling of pride, honor, and a little bit of humor, the smirking sort.
I’m from staying up late from video games,
Spitting curses when someone pressed reset,
Right before I saved.
I’m from handball courts, skateboard-easy parking lots,
Water park cliff jumps and breaking my nose from doing a handstand on my bed.
I’m from never studying for a test, failing it,
Studying for the next one, and failing that too (just kidding).
I’m from down the block from Marlboro,
Former dangers and people still fading into sepia colors.
I’m from that school next to that graveyard,
Where kids didn’t want futures and teachers didn’t want problems.
Get your ass in this seat before I hit
You with this textbook you’re supposed to be working from.
I’m from friends that pulled me into gravitation,
Sharing laughs, tears, dreams, broken hearts, hopes, confessions, best-friends-forever.
In the end they forgot to say good-bye.
I’m from sitting on top of playground equipment,
Looking up at skies and leaves until my neck cramped.
I’m from memories that make me cry,
People who altered my life,
Still unknown dreams that keep me going.
That special something inside, you know what I mean.
*Alvina Lai is a senior at Brooklyn Technical H.S., where she is part of the National Honor Society.